Entries Tagged as 'motivation'

Where have I been

Well first, I’ve been hijacked. By a silly game. Yes, my incredible capacity to make good grades and graduate on the dean’s list won the argument with my wife to allow us to purchase a gaming system. Not that it matters which one, but Guitar Hero is an amazingly addictive game. And a few others could be included but if I allowed myself, I could spend inordinate amounts of time mindlessly playing games. Thankfully I have matured some and now know when to turn the thing off (hence my blog going to the wayside). My wife all too often reminds me the bachelor days of spending days on end trying to conquer the likes of Halo with the old roomie are over. She however will not confess to the fact that one snow-filled day that shut down Austin a couple of years ago, she kicked me off the Playstation and proceeded to sit in front of the boob tube for 6 hours in a land of fun filled fantasy fights and conquests.

Second, I am working nights and having a hard time adjusting to screwy schedules. Enough said.

Third, back to the main reason I haven’t written lately. I guess I can call myself an author. It’s incredibly difficult to write original material. I have always thought myself to be a creative person and for the most part, all of us have some sort of hidden talent that if we do not try to tap into the potential then something could be amiss. I hit a wall when I realized that I had originally though I was only going to write about nursing and all the things that male nurses seem to struggle with in the industry, etc. No biggie. We struggle with the same things that female nurses tend to, but we’re just much less expressive about those things. Silly bosses, goofy management and administration are relatively the same at most hospitals. Guys tend to roll with it much better and not get into cat fights about all the hubbub. So the stories from nursing blog to nursing blog tend to run together. We can all gripe about the same thing but where would that get us? Blogs do allow for venting and I will still use this as outlet from time to time but I want my blog to be creative and thoughtful. And I certainly DO NOT want this to turn into something like a Twitter update or a status post on Facebook where (some) people live out their boring existence from day to day hoping that someone cares about what they are doing every…5…minutes… of the day. So stay tuned to those 3 of you my audience as I try to get the creative juices flowing again. In the meantime, I need to unlock another level so I can be my wife’s Guitar Hero. Rock on!

It has a certain ring to it (Bring The Noise)

I am now a GN. What an anti-climactic finish to school. We had our exit exams last Friday and it has still taken a couple of days to sink in since we had our ‘official’ graduation back in May because the medical and nursing school I attended only has one graduation annually.

I think the angst has I was feeling towards the current administration of our program has lessened because I have actually slept since the exit exam. The requirement to graduate from our program is much higher than the national average and the amount of nonsense that we have had to put up with has certainly given us the wherewithal to get past the NCLEX. It makes me wonder if the method to the madness in the program is designed to prepare us for any situation in the medical profession.

Heaven knows I didn’t sleep before the exit exam and I say it again, I am amazed at the amount of pressure that we (I blamed the program earlier) put on ourselves all over an exam. I realize that some folks believe that this is the end of the line if they do not pass but I we are taught to be an encouragement to patients as well as classmates. Regardless of what the challenge may be, we have the capability within us to bounce back from what is thrown at us, even if you didn’t pass. It’s not the end of the world it’s just a delay in your road trip of life. I heard recently that experience is what you get when you don’t get what you want but continue towards your goal. The resolve that nursing students rely on to get through nursing school should be an encouragement to those of you still wading through the morass. Kudos to my fellow classmates of ‘08 for surviving.

p.s. I passed. That will sound so much better after the NCLEX.

Work The Med Tent…

…at a triathlon and you might hear some amazing stories. Like the 79-year-old fella that is competing in his 200 and umpteenth something race…this year. There is phenomenon about triathlons and athleticism that stirs the soul. I see the competitors and I am moved to the point that I make resolutions much like the ill-fated promises of New Year. I keep telling myself that I am going to get back into shape. Don’t get me wrong, I do work out on a regular basis. Lift a couple to three times a week and swim just as many. But by looking at my backside in this picture, you’d wonder if I ever set foot in a gym. I blame the genetics on the pop. He is a big ol’ boy. To see the blood sweat and tears left in the battle field is beyond words. Props to all those who get in the game and compete through the end including this incredible pic of my buddy TriTPastor2B gutting it out in the final stages of a recent Ironman qualifier while I sat the bench in the med tent. No more excuses.

TriTPastor2B